I just got 'another' rejection email, but this time from a job I was so positive about, a job I really felt qualified for and in with a shot. I even had some friends with connections recommend me. But when you're up against 350 other hopefuls, all of that is vapor.
It's very difficult not to feel discouraged. I've started thinking I may be stuck in casual call center work for the next 6 months even. eurgghhh, the thought hurts my brain.
I've started thinking about perhaps going to bible college while I wait for this financial crisis to nick off and leave us all alone.
I'd like to know what God is planning with this whole thing, I'm sure I'm supposed to be growing and learning through this weird stage of my life, but I am already looking forward to the days where I can look back and say 'hey, I'm really thankful for that awkward stage of my life, I learned to really lean on Jesus.'
fast forward please.
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